DarkGemini24601
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Black0ut and DarkGemini24601: “Solicitous Solitude, Part 2”
After a moment or two, her attention returned to Solomon. "You seemed the least shaken out of everyone on that mission. How were you able to remain calm and collected when everyone else was broken apathetic or worse?"
"Because I have been through travesties before. With experience comes the ability to cope... though that is not to say losses do not trouble me. I simply do not become paralyzed by them," Solomon explained to her. "You will gain internal strength over time as well."
"How...? I'm not... I can't... ugh..." Titania tried to respond, before grabbing her dagger and sheathing it. She took a deep breath before continuing."How did you gain that kind of strength? And.. can you help me find mine?"
"Learning to movein spite of loss is not the same skill as being able to wield a sword. No matter how deftly you can slash a blade, no matter how delicately you can weave magic, no matter how great your skill in a craft is... none of those things matter when it comes to mental fortitude." Solomon placed his hands on his legs, looking not unlike a guru. "The most effective teacher is time. With time comesexperience, and with experience comes acceptance... although I would be amiss to declare that experience alone shaped my outlook."
He looked up at the dark, broiling sky. "When I was young - about the same age as Sela is now - my village was attacked by a band of Ophidians. Me and the other braves tried to go out and devastate them, wrongfully believing we could beat anything. They killed all of my comrades, and nearly ended my life too. I barely survived my grievous wounds, and crawled for survival... eventually I returned to my village to find my friends and family gone, killed or taken off to be slaves. In one fateful day I'd lost everything. For a few years, I wandered, without purpose... but then... I discovered the monks of the Immoradia Archives."
Solomon shook his head. "Don't take this as a religious endorsement, of course. I merely wish to impart my philosophy for dealing with the inevitability of death. When I learned of their veneration of Tempora, I came to acknowledge how finite this world is. People live, and then they die. To live a full life is to make the most of the present, and never lose the memories of those who pass on before us. Eventually, all living things die. It is our very nature, ingrained in every fiber of our being. The time we have is precious, but even the luckiest eventually succumb to the clock's relentless march. We all die someday. The readiness is all."
The Temporal Knight sighed. "I feel that it would do those that have fallen at my side dishonor to wallow for too long in sorrow. In battle, tears are to be saved for later. Steel yourself with the thought that once you have saved those that still stand, you can allow yourself to cry." Solomon placed a hand on Titania's shoulder. "Do not mistake me: you are allowed to grieve. No matter what sort of person Bethany was, she - and all those miners - met terribly ends and suffered awful fates. But take solace in the fact that we put them all to rest, and allowed them peace. For to die, is to sleep. Life is a beautiful thing, but so, in a way, is the final rest."
Titania was quiet, her mind lost in thought. After a few moments had passed, she looked at Solomon. "That... helped. Thank you." The Thrope Swordswoman paused and removed the dagger she had recently sheathed, pointing the blade at Solomon, before flipping it so the handle was pointing at the time Knight instead. "Take it."
He did not protest, wrapping his gauntleted hand around the handle. "For what reason?" he did ask why as he took it.
"For giving sound advice and not leaving me alone." She replied, looking away. She smiled, knowing that when Solomon inspected the dagger, he would find that it held a rare jewel on the handle, one of her last mementos of her home.
"...thank you for this," Solomon spoke sincerely, placing the weapon upon his belt. "I shall take good care of it, as one would with any fine weapon... especially one given as a present from a friend."
Titania turned her head back and studied Solomon for a moment, before shaking her head. "Don't mention it... besides, you saved me a couple times on the mission. It's the least I could do." Glancing around nervously, she continued, "So... umm, was there anything else you wanted to talk about?"
Solomon shrugged. "Not that I can immediately think of... is something else the matter?" he questioned, noticing her sheepishness.
"N-no... maybe..." Titania replied, grabbing a nearby branch. "I, um... I was going to head into the nearby town and I don't know where anything is, so... I was wondering if you'd help me just explore it?"
"Hmmm... I don't see why not, once the rain clears."
Titania smiled, "Then I guess it's a date." Quickly realizing how her words might be taken she quickly added, "Erm, a moment for us to hang out..."
Solomon chuckled. "That sounds reasonable to me."
After a moment or two, her attention returned to Solomon. "You seemed the least shaken out of everyone on that mission. How were you able to remain calm and collected when everyone else was broken apathetic or worse?"
"Because I have been through travesties before. With experience comes the ability to cope... though that is not to say losses do not trouble me. I simply do not become paralyzed by them," Solomon explained to her. "You will gain internal strength over time as well."
"How...? I'm not... I can't... ugh..." Titania tried to respond, before grabbing her dagger and sheathing it. She took a deep breath before continuing."How did you gain that kind of strength? And.. can you help me find mine?"
"Learning to movein spite of loss is not the same skill as being able to wield a sword. No matter how deftly you can slash a blade, no matter how delicately you can weave magic, no matter how great your skill in a craft is... none of those things matter when it comes to mental fortitude." Solomon placed his hands on his legs, looking not unlike a guru. "The most effective teacher is time. With time comesexperience, and with experience comes acceptance... although I would be amiss to declare that experience alone shaped my outlook."
He looked up at the dark, broiling sky. "When I was young - about the same age as Sela is now - my village was attacked by a band of Ophidians. Me and the other braves tried to go out and devastate them, wrongfully believing we could beat anything. They killed all of my comrades, and nearly ended my life too. I barely survived my grievous wounds, and crawled for survival... eventually I returned to my village to find my friends and family gone, killed or taken off to be slaves. In one fateful day I'd lost everything. For a few years, I wandered, without purpose... but then... I discovered the monks of the Immoradia Archives."
Solomon shook his head. "Don't take this as a religious endorsement, of course. I merely wish to impart my philosophy for dealing with the inevitability of death. When I learned of their veneration of Tempora, I came to acknowledge how finite this world is. People live, and then they die. To live a full life is to make the most of the present, and never lose the memories of those who pass on before us. Eventually, all living things die. It is our very nature, ingrained in every fiber of our being. The time we have is precious, but even the luckiest eventually succumb to the clock's relentless march. We all die someday. The readiness is all."
The Temporal Knight sighed. "I feel that it would do those that have fallen at my side dishonor to wallow for too long in sorrow. In battle, tears are to be saved for later. Steel yourself with the thought that once you have saved those that still stand, you can allow yourself to cry." Solomon placed a hand on Titania's shoulder. "Do not mistake me: you are allowed to grieve. No matter what sort of person Bethany was, she - and all those miners - met terribly ends and suffered awful fates. But take solace in the fact that we put them all to rest, and allowed them peace. For to die, is to sleep. Life is a beautiful thing, but so, in a way, is the final rest."
Titania was quiet, her mind lost in thought. After a few moments had passed, she looked at Solomon. "That... helped. Thank you." The Thrope Swordswoman paused and removed the dagger she had recently sheathed, pointing the blade at Solomon, before flipping it so the handle was pointing at the time Knight instead. "Take it."
He did not protest, wrapping his gauntleted hand around the handle. "For what reason?" he did ask why as he took it.
"For giving sound advice and not leaving me alone." She replied, looking away. She smiled, knowing that when Solomon inspected the dagger, he would find that it held a rare jewel on the handle, one of her last mementos of her home.
"...thank you for this," Solomon spoke sincerely, placing the weapon upon his belt. "I shall take good care of it, as one would with any fine weapon... especially one given as a present from a friend."
Titania turned her head back and studied Solomon for a moment, before shaking her head. "Don't mention it... besides, you saved me a couple times on the mission. It's the least I could do." Glancing around nervously, she continued, "So... umm, was there anything else you wanted to talk about?"
Solomon shrugged. "Not that I can immediately think of... is something else the matter?" he questioned, noticing her sheepishness.
"N-no... maybe..." Titania replied, grabbing a nearby branch. "I, um... I was going to head into the nearby town and I don't know where anything is, so... I was wondering if you'd help me just explore it?"
"Hmmm... I don't see why not, once the rain clears."
Titania smiled, "Then I guess it's a date." Quickly realizing how her words might be taken she quickly added, "Erm, a moment for us to hang out..."
Solomon chuckled. "That sounds reasonable to me."