The following is the last collaboration between
Sharkdragon96 and
Zombiesplitter53 of season 3.
INT. Soldier Barracks
Room of Brown & Kasagi
Ayame sits on Anna's bed, huddled up and rocking back and forth.
Her face is a wreck from constant crying, her eyes darting back and forth like a mad woman.
They dart to her side, and she glances at the gun sitting on the bed.
She lifts it up and examines it for several second.
She suddenly starts laughing hysterically, giving the gun a curious look before the tears start flowing again.
Persephone exits the bathroom, her eyes still red from hearing the news.
She makes her way back to the barracks but stops at the door to her room and hesitates, unsure wheather or not she'd have it in her to confront Ayame about what'd happened.
She proceeds to march in anyway but stops dead in her tracks with a look of shock when she sees Ayame holding the gun.
PERSEPHONE
"PUT THAT DOWN!"
Ayame glances at Persephone, but continues to examine the gun.
She traces her fingers across every curve, studying it like a piece of art.
Persephone watches her with anxiety.
PERSEPHONE
"Ayame? I'm in no mood for this melodrama bullshit, can you please just put that thing down and talk to me?"
Ayame cocks the gun.
AYAME
"Just...can't save...anyone..."
PERSEPHONE
"AYAME?"
Ayame eyes snap open like she's come out of a trance.
She uncocks the gun and slowly puts it down.
AYAME
"I'm sorry Persephone, I'm...just not taking it well..."
Persephone gives a sigh of relief, but her mood quickly changes.
She snatches the gun from Ayame's bed and says to her with a mix of worry and anger:
PERSEPHONE
"What on earth were you going to do with this?"
AYAME
"I'm sorry, Persephone."
Ayame's face twists into an odd smirk.
AYAME
"Don't you see how cursed I am. I can't protect anyone. Everyone I love is destroyed. And I love you most of all...so your next. I...want to end this... before that happens..."
PERSEPHONE
"WHAT ABOUT ME? DID YOU EVER PUT MY FEELINGS INTO CONSIDERATION? YOU THINK I HAVEN'T EXPERIENCED LOSSES TOO? DID YOU EVER THINK WHAT WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO ME IF YOU DID THAT? DID YOU?"
Ayame's smirk drops, the tears coming again.
AYAME
"I'm...oh God, Persephone...I'm just...I didn't..."
She places her face in her hands, sobbing loudly.
PERSEPHONE
"Ayame, I'm sorry, I just don't have the energy for this right now."
Ayame suddenly sends her an angry look.
AYAME
"Oh, I'm sorry YOU don't have the energy, but I'm struggling here! I knew Anna for two years. She was one of the first people to ever show me kindness! She saved me from a trio of men that were RAPING ME! She was my sister, and the one time she truly needed me, I cost her her life and had TO PUT A BULLET IN HER HEAD! You don't know what it's like, telling someone you'll always be there for them, then getting them shot and telling the doctor pull the plug, then having to shot them yourself."
She wraps her arms around her legs and rocks back and forth.
AYAME
"I could have saved her. I could have been more open to the doctor's proposal. I could have gone for the gun faster. I could have let them save her as a chryssalid."
The tears pour from her eyes.
AYAME
"But I was a coward. I didn't want to think of her as one of those things, risk my own perception of her, even if it would have saved her. I could have let them take her, but instead I had them put her down like a sick dog seconds after she said she loved me. SO WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME AGAIN HOW YOU DON'T HAVE THE ENERGY!"
Ayame continues sobbing uncontrollably.
Persephone finds herself startled by Ayame's outburst.
Never having been yelled at by Ayame before, her first instinct is to start getting defensive but she can't think of any kind of reasonable rebuttal.
After a minute the only words she's able to muster are "I'm sorry."
Ayame tries to calm herself down.
She shakes her head.
AYAME
"No...no, I'm the one who should be sorry. You were right. I always think I'm trying to put others first, but really I'm only thinking of myself. I couldn't stand the guilt, you stopped me from taking the easy way out. I'm sorry for yelling at you."
She looks down in shame. After a minute of silence she looks back up at Persephone pleadingly.
AYAME
"Will...will you hold me...please?"
Persephone takes a seat next to Ayame and wraps an arm around her, gently rubbing her shoulder.
PERSEPHONE
"I should be sorry too, Anna wouldn't have wanted any of this."
Ayame nods, wiping away the tears.
She sits content with Persephone's touch for a few minutes before turning to Persephone with a worried look.
AYAME
"So, where...w-where are you going now. B-Back to America?"
Persephone sighs.
PERSEPHONE
"For now maybe. I mean if you're planning on going home to see your sister and your niece, I'll do my best to visit you guys, but that's going to take some time."
AYAME
"Actually I... I was... going to go back to being...a freelance soldier. But I...was thinking of trying some PMCs...in the US. Maybe I could...come with you."
Persephone smiles ear to ear when an idea crosses her mind.
PERSEPHONE
"Maybe you could train me!"
Ayame looks at her with surprise, smiling a bit herself.
AYAME
"Yeah... I mean, if you want me to. I might not have made it as an assault, but I'm pretty good with a pistol, and I'm not a half bad sniper. I've also wanted to try my hand at teaching someone martial arts. Just not as violently as I had to learn it."
PERSEPHONE
"That would be awesome! We could be a team, working as partners undercover!"
Persephone starts geeking out at the possibilities.
PERSEPHONE
"I mean I haven't really given my future outside of XCOM much thought, so it's not like I have any other plans!"
Ayame smiles brighter.
AYAME
"And I'm sure there is plenty I could learn from you. You might not have gotten very far in the military, but you have a lot more official training then me. You could teach me things like strategy. And I've seen you in the shooting range, very impressive!"
PERSEPHONE
"Why thank you. I'll see what I can do, I promise I won't let you down!"
She takes a moment to reflect on everything she'd been through over this past year.
PERSEPHONE
"You know I actually don't mind the fact that I never got the chance to hit the field."
Ayame chuckles.
AYAME
"Me either. I was more upset myself when I wasn't sure we would win, but now that we have, I'm a little grateful I didn't get more chances to get killed."
PERSEPHONE
"Same here, but that's not really what I meant."
Ayame gives her a curious look.
AYAME
"Then... what did you mean?"
Persephone gives her a sincere look.
PERSEPHONE
"You know, when I first met you I saw a lot of my younger self in you. I remember I was once as flawed as you are but... seeing as though you didn't really have the luxury of growing up with any kind of real family.."
She pauses for a moment to collect her thoughts.
PERSEPHONE
"I knew for a while that Commander Odd wasn't going to choose me, hell I've probably had the least amount of actual combat experience out of everyone here so the thought of him sending me out was foolish right from the start. I wanted to accomplish something great for my sister's sake, but I think I've found a better investment for that energy."
Ayame smiles, squeezing her tightly.
AYAME
"I think I know what you mean."
She leans forward for a kiss and Persephone returns the offer.
The two of them continue to sit, huddled close to each other, slowly savoring the soft sensation of their lips against eachother.
Persephone pauses for a moment.
PERSEPHONE
"It's okay, I'm not going anywhere anytime soon."
AYAME
"Good, cause I don't plan on letting you go anytime soon, either."
Ayame wraps her arm around Ayame's waist and leans her head against Persephone's shoulder and closes her eyes.
AYAME
"What do think is going to happen now? I mean, with the world. So much life lost, so many cities wrecked. Not to mention so many big advancements, especially with military tech."
PERSEPHONE
"I honestly don't know. I only hope we'll have it in us to learn our lesson from the aliens and use it for some form of greater good. Though one thing I'm sure of is that this experience has certainly brought us closer as a species, now that we know we're no longer alone in the universe we're going to have to become more unified. I bet you a couple generations from now the word nationalism will have been completely erased from our vocabulary."
Ayame smiles.
AYAME
"Yeah, that makes sense. I just hope our world leaders are as smart as you are."
The two of them continue to sit together in silence, content in each other's company.
AYAME
"Do you think we could stop off at Japan before heading to America? I'd love to introduce you to my sister and my niece."
Persephone gives her a warm smile.
PERSEPHONE
"I would love that!"