MarineAvenger and ZombieSplitter53
Those I can Rely On
XCOM Headquarters, Somewhere in Siberia
Brig, Desmond’s Cell
1400 Hours
Desmond laid on his bed with a book in his hands and sweet thoughts in his head. His recent visit from Elizabeth was exactly what he needed for a confidence boost. With a Socrates book in his hand, he had finally gotten into his more ‘philosophical’ collection of literature. He had not surprisingly had a lot of time on his hands so his list of past times were getting slimmer by the word.
The cell’s door suddenly swung open, the female guard from earlier smiling at Desmond. “You’re free to leave.”
He sat up and put a finger in his ear. “You aren’t under the influence, right? How am I getting out so soon? Not that I am complaining this is just..unexpected to say the least.”
“Because you’re a good man, Mr. Desmond,” she answered, stepping to the side for him. “Come on, before they stop you.”
Desmond took a hesitant step out of his cell and scratched his head. “So...what now? Don’t have a lot to do all things considering.”
“This way, Mr. Desmond,” came a familiar young voice around the corner. “I’m here to rescue you.”
“Brigid? This isn’t your doing is it?” He joked.
“Ssh!” Brigid ran towards Desmond, grasping his hand and pulling at him. “Come on, before mommy finds out!”
As much as Desmond would have loved to run off with the girl, something stopped him from doing so. “No Brigid, I need to stay here. If I run off with you then things will not go well. An escaped spy seen with the Commander’s daughter is a good way for me to get hurt, and you in a huge amount of trouble.”
“I don’t care if I get in trouble,” the girl cried out, futilely pulling at the arm of the much stronger man. “Mommy put my friend in jail. But I know Desmond is a good man. She wouldn’t even tell me because she doesn’t think I can pick good friends. But you aren’t like Mr. Kitty. You’re like Mr. Dante. So come on!”
Desmond smiled lightly and he bent down. “Don’t worry Brigid…” Desmond hugged the girl reassuringly. “Everything will be fine. I promise.”
Brigid shook her head. She didn’t try to pull at him again, but tears welled in her eyes. “I don’t understand. Mr. Desmond is a good man! Only bad men go to jail!”
“Of course you don’t understand,” an angry voice with an Irish accent called down the hall. “You… are… a… child. This… THIS… is why I didn’t tell you.”
Desmond managed to get free of Brigid’s grasp and he stood up. “Don’t take this out on her. If you want someone to be angry at then let it be me.”
“Right now, I’m too angry at everyone and everything to direct it towards one place in particular.” Morrigan angrily pointed at the guard, and Brigid sighed. The child looked up at the woman, who blinked rapidly. “Barb, please bring Brigid back to her room, where she will explain what happened and BEG for your forgiveness!” The woman nodded, and grasped Brigid’s hand, the child reluctantly going with her, giving Desmond a sad look as she went.
Don’t lose hope Brigid. I will be alright. Desmond looked at the Commander and moved to go back to his cell.
Morrigan reached out and grabbed Desmond’s shoulder, stopping his stride. “Mr. Walker.”
Desmond stopped and he turned his head in Morrigan’s direction.
“Come on, let’s go for a walk.” Morrigan turned around and walked towards the exit.
Desmond hesitated for a split second and he followed after her, his body enjoying the stretch.
“Mr. Walker… Desmond.” Morrigan shook her head. “I’m sure I’ve said this before, but I don’t see the world in black and white. There are many, many, manymanymany greys in this world. And you, sir, are as gray as they come.”
“You must be kicking yourself that your hunch when we first met was right. When I first came here I didn’t come as a human. I came as a tool, nothing more, nothing less. Things change though, and we find ourselves on the abyss of the unknowing. Scared of what to find and scared of not having the strength to go look for it. So which are you?”
“Honestly, scared of what we might have to do to deal with what we find.” Morrigan shook her head. “But the more people I have to fight by my side, the more people I can trust, the less I worry about that. Tell me, Desmond, can I trust you?”
“I don’t know Morrigan. Can you? Or a better question is, are you willing to? I have kept secrets because that was my job, but secrets hold a lot more than lies. They carry the pain of those who carry them and the things that are best left unsaid. I lied because that was my job, but I also lied to protect people like you from the harsh truths of this world.”
As they walked out of the brig past some confused looking guards, Morrigan suddenly yanked Desmond down a side hallway, shoving him against a wall and getting in his face. “You made a fool of me, you know that!?” Morrigan growled. “Not only to the other soldiers, but to the Council of Nations! They aren’t so much angry at me as they’re LAUGHING at me!”
Desmond stared at her with a passive look on his face. “Let them laugh. Let them laugh until they have a fucking heart attack because you know what… you are the one who leads us through the tough times. Not them. You earned the respect of your men and they would follow you to the gates of hell and back. So you know what...fuck...the Council.”
Morrigan continued to stare at Desmond, but quickly lost her scowl and devolved into rampant laughter. She stepped back out into the main hallway, and motioned for Desmond to continue following her. “You really know how to talk to a woman, you know that? Though something tells me I'm one of the few girls that would get off on that kinda talk.”
Desmond rubbed the back of his neck and followed Morrigan. “I have a feeling this isn’t what you are leading it on to be. Why take me out of my cell and talk to me as if I am your best friend? I have a hard time understanding you.”
“I know an ex-husband that would agree… would have agreed with you. I’ve never been one to make much sense.” Morrigan stopped and turn towards Desmond. “As I said, I need people I can trust. I’ve heard what Aya found out from you. I was able to get some info out of Eve when she let it slip that she talked to you… after I chewed her ear off for that… and I found out from Atka how you helped her help Alexia. Despite the incredible urge to beat the shit out of you… I need you, Mr. Walker. Now more than ever. And I’m not going to convince you to help us by locking you away.”
“So you want me to rejoin the project.” Desmond leaned against a wall and he closed his eyes. “I won’t promise anything solid, but for now I am content to stay here. Maybe someday I will finally leave and go home…” He pushed himself off and stared into Morrigan’s eyes. “But for now I can stay here. Besides, whatever would Brigid do without me to keep her in line?”
“Good to hear.” Morrigan raised a stern finger, and looked like she was talking to a child. “But no more secrets… let me rephrase that. I know you have that girl you want to protect, and despite my assurances that I’ll keep the Council off her back, I understand your hesitation. So you can keep that secret. But everything else… ev-er-y-thing… I need you to be honest with me. I want to trust you. I need to know my trust isn’t misplaced.”
Desmond nodded. “Granted if you want to know anything, just ask. I won’t spill secrets just out of nowhere.”
“Fair enough.” Morrigan continued walking, and stepped into the elevator, waiting for Desmond to join her before hitting the button. “So… a clone, huh?”
“Yes, I am. Though before you ask like a guard did, I have a belly button.” He stated as a joke.
Morrigan grinned, shaking her head. “I’m… happy you shared that. Can I ask you something about your friend?”
Desmond hesitantly nodded his head. “Go ahead.”
“Ms. Brea was talking to another staff member, a Mr. Burrick. They mentioned that neither Elene or Emma, the woman Aya fought along side, have no history whatsoever. Are they… clones as well? Because it would answer a lot of questions.”
“Depends on what answer you would like. The short or long version?”
Morrigan’s eyes darted towards the floor number, the low power in the base causing the elevator to move excruciatingly slow. “I’ll… go with long.”
“You won’t find Elene and Emma in any records because they are, in fact, clones. Of whom might interest you more. Lusett Exalt. She is the one who created me and who lead Exalt before she was brutally murdered at the hands of my ‘half-brother’, Viktor Dorian. I am made from his brother’s DNA and his genetics worked as my template. After he took control he discovered Elene and began his ruthless rule of EXALT.”
Morrigan nodded. “Have you talked to her about us? About a possible alliance. Because I can assure you, if I can convince the Council to let you stick around, I can probably protect her from them.”
“We have talked. She suggested something along the line of a XCOM/Legion merger.”
“And me actually contacting her?”
Desmond tapped his head. “Whenever ready.”
Morrigan nodded. “Once you’ve settled back in. People will have questions. You’re free to tell them as much as you are comfortable with.” The elevator finally reached the appropriate floor, and Morrigan stepped out. “If you’ll excuse me, I have a six year old psychic in need of some discipline.”
Desmond stopped Morrigan and he looked around. “Might be a little too late to say but you really do have a good kid. If you ever need someone to watch her, you know where to find me.” Desmond turned around and he put his hand in the air. “Tell her, ‘I told you so’ for me too.”
Morrigan gave a quick wink, and headed back to her room.
Those I can Rely On
XCOM Headquarters, Somewhere in Siberia
Brig, Desmond’s Cell
1400 Hours
Desmond laid on his bed with a book in his hands and sweet thoughts in his head. His recent visit from Elizabeth was exactly what he needed for a confidence boost. With a Socrates book in his hand, he had finally gotten into his more ‘philosophical’ collection of literature. He had not surprisingly had a lot of time on his hands so his list of past times were getting slimmer by the word.
The cell’s door suddenly swung open, the female guard from earlier smiling at Desmond. “You’re free to leave.”
He sat up and put a finger in his ear. “You aren’t under the influence, right? How am I getting out so soon? Not that I am complaining this is just..unexpected to say the least.”
“Because you’re a good man, Mr. Desmond,” she answered, stepping to the side for him. “Come on, before they stop you.”
Desmond took a hesitant step out of his cell and scratched his head. “So...what now? Don’t have a lot to do all things considering.”
“This way, Mr. Desmond,” came a familiar young voice around the corner. “I’m here to rescue you.”
“Brigid? This isn’t your doing is it?” He joked.
“Ssh!” Brigid ran towards Desmond, grasping his hand and pulling at him. “Come on, before mommy finds out!”
As much as Desmond would have loved to run off with the girl, something stopped him from doing so. “No Brigid, I need to stay here. If I run off with you then things will not go well. An escaped spy seen with the Commander’s daughter is a good way for me to get hurt, and you in a huge amount of trouble.”
“I don’t care if I get in trouble,” the girl cried out, futilely pulling at the arm of the much stronger man. “Mommy put my friend in jail. But I know Desmond is a good man. She wouldn’t even tell me because she doesn’t think I can pick good friends. But you aren’t like Mr. Kitty. You’re like Mr. Dante. So come on!”
Desmond smiled lightly and he bent down. “Don’t worry Brigid…” Desmond hugged the girl reassuringly. “Everything will be fine. I promise.”
Brigid shook her head. She didn’t try to pull at him again, but tears welled in her eyes. “I don’t understand. Mr. Desmond is a good man! Only bad men go to jail!”
“Of course you don’t understand,” an angry voice with an Irish accent called down the hall. “You… are… a… child. This… THIS… is why I didn’t tell you.”
Desmond managed to get free of Brigid’s grasp and he stood up. “Don’t take this out on her. If you want someone to be angry at then let it be me.”
“Right now, I’m too angry at everyone and everything to direct it towards one place in particular.” Morrigan angrily pointed at the guard, and Brigid sighed. The child looked up at the woman, who blinked rapidly. “Barb, please bring Brigid back to her room, where she will explain what happened and BEG for your forgiveness!” The woman nodded, and grasped Brigid’s hand, the child reluctantly going with her, giving Desmond a sad look as she went.
Don’t lose hope Brigid. I will be alright. Desmond looked at the Commander and moved to go back to his cell.
Morrigan reached out and grabbed Desmond’s shoulder, stopping his stride. “Mr. Walker.”
Desmond stopped and he turned his head in Morrigan’s direction.
“Come on, let’s go for a walk.” Morrigan turned around and walked towards the exit.
Desmond hesitated for a split second and he followed after her, his body enjoying the stretch.
“Mr. Walker… Desmond.” Morrigan shook her head. “I’m sure I’ve said this before, but I don’t see the world in black and white. There are many, many, manymanymany greys in this world. And you, sir, are as gray as they come.”
“You must be kicking yourself that your hunch when we first met was right. When I first came here I didn’t come as a human. I came as a tool, nothing more, nothing less. Things change though, and we find ourselves on the abyss of the unknowing. Scared of what to find and scared of not having the strength to go look for it. So which are you?”
“Honestly, scared of what we might have to do to deal with what we find.” Morrigan shook her head. “But the more people I have to fight by my side, the more people I can trust, the less I worry about that. Tell me, Desmond, can I trust you?”
“I don’t know Morrigan. Can you? Or a better question is, are you willing to? I have kept secrets because that was my job, but secrets hold a lot more than lies. They carry the pain of those who carry them and the things that are best left unsaid. I lied because that was my job, but I also lied to protect people like you from the harsh truths of this world.”
As they walked out of the brig past some confused looking guards, Morrigan suddenly yanked Desmond down a side hallway, shoving him against a wall and getting in his face. “You made a fool of me, you know that!?” Morrigan growled. “Not only to the other soldiers, but to the Council of Nations! They aren’t so much angry at me as they’re LAUGHING at me!”
Desmond stared at her with a passive look on his face. “Let them laugh. Let them laugh until they have a fucking heart attack because you know what… you are the one who leads us through the tough times. Not them. You earned the respect of your men and they would follow you to the gates of hell and back. So you know what...fuck...the Council.”
Morrigan continued to stare at Desmond, but quickly lost her scowl and devolved into rampant laughter. She stepped back out into the main hallway, and motioned for Desmond to continue following her. “You really know how to talk to a woman, you know that? Though something tells me I'm one of the few girls that would get off on that kinda talk.”
Desmond rubbed the back of his neck and followed Morrigan. “I have a feeling this isn’t what you are leading it on to be. Why take me out of my cell and talk to me as if I am your best friend? I have a hard time understanding you.”
“I know an ex-husband that would agree… would have agreed with you. I’ve never been one to make much sense.” Morrigan stopped and turn towards Desmond. “As I said, I need people I can trust. I’ve heard what Aya found out from you. I was able to get some info out of Eve when she let it slip that she talked to you… after I chewed her ear off for that… and I found out from Atka how you helped her help Alexia. Despite the incredible urge to beat the shit out of you… I need you, Mr. Walker. Now more than ever. And I’m not going to convince you to help us by locking you away.”
“So you want me to rejoin the project.” Desmond leaned against a wall and he closed his eyes. “I won’t promise anything solid, but for now I am content to stay here. Maybe someday I will finally leave and go home…” He pushed himself off and stared into Morrigan’s eyes. “But for now I can stay here. Besides, whatever would Brigid do without me to keep her in line?”
“Good to hear.” Morrigan raised a stern finger, and looked like she was talking to a child. “But no more secrets… let me rephrase that. I know you have that girl you want to protect, and despite my assurances that I’ll keep the Council off her back, I understand your hesitation. So you can keep that secret. But everything else… ev-er-y-thing… I need you to be honest with me. I want to trust you. I need to know my trust isn’t misplaced.”
Desmond nodded. “Granted if you want to know anything, just ask. I won’t spill secrets just out of nowhere.”
“Fair enough.” Morrigan continued walking, and stepped into the elevator, waiting for Desmond to join her before hitting the button. “So… a clone, huh?”
“Yes, I am. Though before you ask like a guard did, I have a belly button.” He stated as a joke.
Morrigan grinned, shaking her head. “I’m… happy you shared that. Can I ask you something about your friend?”
Desmond hesitantly nodded his head. “Go ahead.”
“Ms. Brea was talking to another staff member, a Mr. Burrick. They mentioned that neither Elene or Emma, the woman Aya fought along side, have no history whatsoever. Are they… clones as well? Because it would answer a lot of questions.”
“Depends on what answer you would like. The short or long version?”
Morrigan’s eyes darted towards the floor number, the low power in the base causing the elevator to move excruciatingly slow. “I’ll… go with long.”
“You won’t find Elene and Emma in any records because they are, in fact, clones. Of whom might interest you more. Lusett Exalt. She is the one who created me and who lead Exalt before she was brutally murdered at the hands of my ‘half-brother’, Viktor Dorian. I am made from his brother’s DNA and his genetics worked as my template. After he took control he discovered Elene and began his ruthless rule of EXALT.”
Morrigan nodded. “Have you talked to her about us? About a possible alliance. Because I can assure you, if I can convince the Council to let you stick around, I can probably protect her from them.”
“We have talked. She suggested something along the line of a XCOM/Legion merger.”
“And me actually contacting her?”
Desmond tapped his head. “Whenever ready.”
Morrigan nodded. “Once you’ve settled back in. People will have questions. You’re free to tell them as much as you are comfortable with.” The elevator finally reached the appropriate floor, and Morrigan stepped out. “If you’ll excuse me, I have a six year old psychic in need of some discipline.”
Desmond stopped Morrigan and he looked around. “Might be a little too late to say but you really do have a good kid. If you ever need someone to watch her, you know where to find me.” Desmond turned around and he put his hand in the air. “Tell her, ‘I told you so’ for me too.”
Morrigan gave a quick wink, and headed back to her room.