Taxor_the_First
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The Enemy of My Enemy is Me, Part 3
“You may wish to open your eyes,” Arthur’s voice told him. Obediently, Samuel opened them. Before him stretched a vast ocean, blue waves lapping at the cliff face he was-
The Aerotrooper exclaimed in alarm and darted backwards. “Could I have not been standing right next to a sheer drop?!” he demanded of no one in particular.
Beside him, Arthur chuckled. “You placed yourself there,” he noted. Turning around, what seemed like a camp came into view. “Though I did construct this environment myself, seeing as you lacked one. Found an area that resonated in your mind with the word and meaning of ‘home’.”
Samuel examined the camps with an element of surprise. “Normandy,” he muttered. “Where I grew up.” He made to walk towards it, but was stopped by a firm hand on his shoulder.
“The camp is a setpiece,” Arthur explained. “An element of the background. You can walk towards it, but you would never reach it.”
“What’s the damn point of having it there then?” the Russian asked hotly. “And where’s Umbra? I thought that was the entire point of this exercise.” The Phantom responded by looking up and behind Samuel. Following his gaze, the Aerotrooper saw his shadow, towering over them with folded arms, like it had been interrupted from something. “Damn. I keep forgetting how tall you are…”
The Reflection did not respond, verbally or otherwise.
“So now what?” Samuel asked. “What’s your plan here Arthur?”
Arthur did not respond for a moment either, instead frowning and placing a pensive hand on his chin. “I suppose we ask questions,” he said. “Umbra. What was your old master like?”
“We already know the answer to that,” the Russian interrupted. “He had an element of kindness to him, but he followed the wrong side. He still did shit things for them.”
Above him, Umbra shook its massive head, before reaching out a single hand to Samuel.
The Aerotrooper backed away a few paces. “What the hell does he want?”
Arthur’s face cracked into a smile. “I believe he wants to show you something,” was the answer. “Go. Take his hand.”
The Reflection nodded slightly. Unsure of himself, and like a small animal afraid of a new human, he edged forward. “This better not be a trick,” he warned, his much smaller hand clasping that of his shadow.
The effect was immediate. The landscape twisted and changed, as did Samuel’s self-perception, and suddenly he was storming through a corridor, a feeling of rage and despair searing through him. ADVENT Troopers trembled in his wake, fearing the Elder stalking through their midst with a mental pressure akin to a truck crushing them from above.
Aboard his ship now, he breezed past a familiar Sectoid before sealing himself in his quarters. For the second time in a few months, the pictures on the wall were torn off their hangers, the owner desperate for any means of allowing his anger to flow. Briefly, he considered tearing the wall down too.
Then despair returned, and all the anger ebbed away. Why? Azazel moaned internally, resting his head on the wall. To take something so strong and twist it in such a way… Was ADVENT not enough? Did you have to corrupt the individuals as well as the collective?
Behind him, a comforting hand was laid on his shoulder. Oh, don’t you start, the Inquisitor snapped, turning around with anger once again. You are the reason I’m still here! Why I have to see any of this!
Umbra lifted a hand as if to say something, but lowered it again.
There. See? You know I’m right. You know exactly what torture you’re putting me through. Azazel shook his head bitterly, shuffling over to his desk with a heavy heart. If it weren’t for you, I’d have been killed long ago, or done it myself. I’d have been spared all of this. The deaths, the fighting, the lies, the corruption… he lifted a hand, gazing at it with morbid fascination. … on both sides.
He slammed a hand against his desk. Sometimes I envy the outlook of people like Isaac, the Inquisitor muttered. Why can’t I keep faith in some higher power? Why can’t I believe everything will be alright? A sigh. The Path was never meant to be twisted to justify this, he said indicating his own body.
He remained silent for a while, staring into nothing. Gently, Umbra nudged a file towards him.
I’ve done so many monstrous things, and enabled far more, the Inquisitor whispered, not noticing the file. All of it in the name of saving my own skin. It is unfair to blame you, Umbra. I am the main reason I am still here. I should never have taken that deal. I should have kept my mouth shut. Taken my secrets to the grave. He gave a shuddering sigh. I betrayed them. I deserve everything I get.
The Reflection pushed the file against Azazel’s arm, insistent. The Inquisitor glanced at it. XCOM? he asked. Yes… I suppose that is some glimmer of hope. He allowed himself a chuckle, flipping through the pages on known operatives, associates, and so on. So widespread. So difficult to pin down. So dangerous.
His flicking stopped on a particular page, one detailing an incursion on a blacksite run by an Elder Inquisitor. Judgement Squad… He turned to his Reflection. Do you still think the potential is there?
Umbra nodded.
Azazel returned his gaze to the page, lingering on the image of seven human soldiers mid-combat with the hulking beast that they’d encountered in the center of the facility. I suppose we will have to wait and see, he murmured. Wouldn’t want to pass you on to someone undeserving, would we?
And just as abruptly as it had started, the memory ended. Samuel’s eyes shot open, finding himself sitting upright in Arthur’s room. The Phantom himself was seemingly meditating, though the panic of his companion disturbed him from this serene pose. “What did you see?” he asked calmly.
Samuel swallowed. “I was… I was him. So much anger, so much absolute despair…” Forcing himself to concentrate, the Russian massaged his head with a few fingers. “He wanted us to kill him,” he realized. “When he said he’d lost the will to fight, he wasn’t kidding. Just had one loose end to tie up before he gave up on the world.”
“Umbra,” Arthur guessed.
“Yeah. He wanted to pass him on.”
The Phantom grunted. “Then it would seem he wasn’t the monster you thought him to be.”
“… no,” Samuel murmured, leaning back onto the wall behind him. “He wanted to pass his Reflection on, and to someone that wasn’t part of ADVENT or the Protectorate.” The Russian exhaled. “And whoever could best him got the prize.”
“I believe we are closer then,” Arthur stated. “You know your enemy, and know yourself.”
The Russian wasn’t listening, however. He regretted everything, he thought. Every murder, execution, abduction. Even the thing that kept him alive, their solution…
It drove him to the pits of despair. Our battle… that wasn’t a fight. That was suicide.
“You may wish to open your eyes,” Arthur’s voice told him. Obediently, Samuel opened them. Before him stretched a vast ocean, blue waves lapping at the cliff face he was-
The Aerotrooper exclaimed in alarm and darted backwards. “Could I have not been standing right next to a sheer drop?!” he demanded of no one in particular.
Beside him, Arthur chuckled. “You placed yourself there,” he noted. Turning around, what seemed like a camp came into view. “Though I did construct this environment myself, seeing as you lacked one. Found an area that resonated in your mind with the word and meaning of ‘home’.”
Samuel examined the camps with an element of surprise. “Normandy,” he muttered. “Where I grew up.” He made to walk towards it, but was stopped by a firm hand on his shoulder.
“The camp is a setpiece,” Arthur explained. “An element of the background. You can walk towards it, but you would never reach it.”
“What’s the damn point of having it there then?” the Russian asked hotly. “And where’s Umbra? I thought that was the entire point of this exercise.” The Phantom responded by looking up and behind Samuel. Following his gaze, the Aerotrooper saw his shadow, towering over them with folded arms, like it had been interrupted from something. “Damn. I keep forgetting how tall you are…”
The Reflection did not respond, verbally or otherwise.
“So now what?” Samuel asked. “What’s your plan here Arthur?”
Arthur did not respond for a moment either, instead frowning and placing a pensive hand on his chin. “I suppose we ask questions,” he said. “Umbra. What was your old master like?”
“We already know the answer to that,” the Russian interrupted. “He had an element of kindness to him, but he followed the wrong side. He still did shit things for them.”
Above him, Umbra shook its massive head, before reaching out a single hand to Samuel.
The Aerotrooper backed away a few paces. “What the hell does he want?”
Arthur’s face cracked into a smile. “I believe he wants to show you something,” was the answer. “Go. Take his hand.”
The Reflection nodded slightly. Unsure of himself, and like a small animal afraid of a new human, he edged forward. “This better not be a trick,” he warned, his much smaller hand clasping that of his shadow.
The effect was immediate. The landscape twisted and changed, as did Samuel’s self-perception, and suddenly he was storming through a corridor, a feeling of rage and despair searing through him. ADVENT Troopers trembled in his wake, fearing the Elder stalking through their midst with a mental pressure akin to a truck crushing them from above.
Aboard his ship now, he breezed past a familiar Sectoid before sealing himself in his quarters. For the second time in a few months, the pictures on the wall were torn off their hangers, the owner desperate for any means of allowing his anger to flow. Briefly, he considered tearing the wall down too.
Then despair returned, and all the anger ebbed away. Why? Azazel moaned internally, resting his head on the wall. To take something so strong and twist it in such a way… Was ADVENT not enough? Did you have to corrupt the individuals as well as the collective?
Behind him, a comforting hand was laid on his shoulder. Oh, don’t you start, the Inquisitor snapped, turning around with anger once again. You are the reason I’m still here! Why I have to see any of this!
Umbra lifted a hand as if to say something, but lowered it again.
There. See? You know I’m right. You know exactly what torture you’re putting me through. Azazel shook his head bitterly, shuffling over to his desk with a heavy heart. If it weren’t for you, I’d have been killed long ago, or done it myself. I’d have been spared all of this. The deaths, the fighting, the lies, the corruption… he lifted a hand, gazing at it with morbid fascination. … on both sides.
He slammed a hand against his desk. Sometimes I envy the outlook of people like Isaac, the Inquisitor muttered. Why can’t I keep faith in some higher power? Why can’t I believe everything will be alright? A sigh. The Path was never meant to be twisted to justify this, he said indicating his own body.
He remained silent for a while, staring into nothing. Gently, Umbra nudged a file towards him.
I’ve done so many monstrous things, and enabled far more, the Inquisitor whispered, not noticing the file. All of it in the name of saving my own skin. It is unfair to blame you, Umbra. I am the main reason I am still here. I should never have taken that deal. I should have kept my mouth shut. Taken my secrets to the grave. He gave a shuddering sigh. I betrayed them. I deserve everything I get.
The Reflection pushed the file against Azazel’s arm, insistent. The Inquisitor glanced at it. XCOM? he asked. Yes… I suppose that is some glimmer of hope. He allowed himself a chuckle, flipping through the pages on known operatives, associates, and so on. So widespread. So difficult to pin down. So dangerous.
His flicking stopped on a particular page, one detailing an incursion on a blacksite run by an Elder Inquisitor. Judgement Squad… He turned to his Reflection. Do you still think the potential is there?
Umbra nodded.
Azazel returned his gaze to the page, lingering on the image of seven human soldiers mid-combat with the hulking beast that they’d encountered in the center of the facility. I suppose we will have to wait and see, he murmured. Wouldn’t want to pass you on to someone undeserving, would we?
And just as abruptly as it had started, the memory ended. Samuel’s eyes shot open, finding himself sitting upright in Arthur’s room. The Phantom himself was seemingly meditating, though the panic of his companion disturbed him from this serene pose. “What did you see?” he asked calmly.
Samuel swallowed. “I was… I was him. So much anger, so much absolute despair…” Forcing himself to concentrate, the Russian massaged his head with a few fingers. “He wanted us to kill him,” he realized. “When he said he’d lost the will to fight, he wasn’t kidding. Just had one loose end to tie up before he gave up on the world.”
“Umbra,” Arthur guessed.
“Yeah. He wanted to pass him on.”
The Phantom grunted. “Then it would seem he wasn’t the monster you thought him to be.”
“… no,” Samuel murmured, leaning back onto the wall behind him. “He wanted to pass his Reflection on, and to someone that wasn’t part of ADVENT or the Protectorate.” The Russian exhaled. “And whoever could best him got the prize.”
“I believe we are closer then,” Arthur stated. “You know your enemy, and know yourself.”
The Russian wasn’t listening, however. He regretted everything, he thought. Every murder, execution, abduction. Even the thing that kept him alive, their solution…
It drove him to the pits of despair. Our battle… that wasn’t a fight. That was suicide.