And an excellent one it was.
Terra Dolor: OOC Discussion & Think Tank
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Dahlexpert
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A great post, nice work.
DarkGemini24601
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You know, skimming back through SoD's think tank is humbling... I used to be way more of a whiny asshole than I am right now. I want to go back in time and slap myself for complaining incessantly about Adramma and Pixy's stuff. Anyone got a time machine?
I want to go back in time and slap myself for complaining incessantly about Adramma and Pixy's stuff. Anyone got a time machine?
Dahlexpert
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You know, skimming back through SoD's think tank is humbling... I used to be way more of a whiny asshole than I am right now.
Yea dark it's called ageing, it helps prevent that, and not there is no time machine.
I have a time machine. However, it needs to be launched into orbit to be used ad I'm all out off rocket fuel. Besides, it only goes back seven days. (Woo! Esoteric reference for the win!)You know, skimming back through SoD's think tank is humbling... I used to be way more of a whiny asshole than I am right now.
Seriously though, best thing you can do is learn from your mistakes.
And after coming home and passing out for... four hours ... got my solo up. Enjoy.
... got my solo up. Enjoy.
Thank you. Good to hear.
My hope is that my solo entertained you while also frustrating you with about half a dozen new questions.
Also, finally have enough monsters to have to start a new post on the Enemies Thread! Yay!
Also, finally have enough monsters to have to start a new post on the Enemies Thread! Yay!
Tense... but enjoyable.And with me and Black's newest collab... something happens
Something really important happens
I have the next mission planned. Not written out, but planned. Open house of course (within reason of those who have already had a recent mission), though I'm hoping to get Faith her first mission soon, so there is that slot filled if availability is open.
When will this mission be? Not sure. Have a solo mission planned for someone. Need to see if he wants to do that next or not.
When will this mission be? Not sure. Have a solo mission planned for someone. Need to see if he wants to do that next or not.
Common Basilisk.
Dahlexpert
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Hello everyone I'm currently working on a solo for Character, and his family. So look forward to that, also Character won't be back at the manner for a while.
Dahlexpert
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So posted a solo with Charter and his family, hope you all enjoy it.
DarkGemini24601
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Great one, very heartwarming and well-written.
Hey bitches. Gonna do the solo mission first, so those of you not going on it (all but one of you, der) get a break as we approach the next holiday. The solo is a surprise. I can tell you the next one will involve bandits and... 'birdies'.
As for today, I'll do what I can over convos. But I'm less then halfway through my10 hour work day then I have some stupid party to go to.
Also sorry for calling you guys bitches that one time...
As for today, I'll do what I can over convos. But I'm less then halfway through my10 hour work day then I have some stupid party to go to.
Also sorry for calling you guys bitches that one time...
Black0ut
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Apology is accepted.... but also have some fun at that party if ya can. Might be a good stress reliever.
Is it strange to say that I enjoyed myself last night... and that enjoyment has me incredibly depressed right now?
I drank. Got drunk. Nothing bad came of it. Did drive home drunk and crash or hit someone. Didn't embarrass myself by throwing up all over the place. Didn't even get a hangover (though I would have taken that over all these bites I got).
But... I enjoyed myself because of the alcohol. My coworkers there (it was a party for my boss's birthday) enjoyed talking to me... hanging with me... joking with me...
...because of the alcohol. One of them said how alcohol brings out the real me. Fun. Smiling. Laughing. Social.
...but that isn't the real me. It is the intoxicated me. They don't like me for me. They only liked the drunk me. The me that was the opposite of me. An illusion.
Sometimes I feel like it is the same here. Do you guys really like me? Or some image of me that you get from my writing that could never truly portray who I am in real life? If you really met me?
Want to know one of the most depressing things to think about? Every reason people have to like me. It is depressing because it is so short. I depressing. I'm anxious. A stick in the mud. Always tired, always down. A real bummer to hang out with. My humor, if I have any, is dry and apathetic. Dark at best. I'm not attractive to look at. I remind people of futility. Sadness. I have little energy to do anything. I lose focus. I lose interest. I'm always sick. I have no charm. No charisma. I'm not nearly as smart as I once was, and everyday I feel my intelligence slipping away. I complain a lot about things people don't care about. I'm paranoid. Nervous. I'm obsessive compulsive. I'm lazy. I'm very irritable. I find little enjoyment out of anything, even things I like... or used to like.
...just one... big... drag. One people only care about when under the effects of some drug or hiding who they truly are behind a computer.
I drank. Got drunk. Nothing bad came of it. Did drive home drunk and crash or hit someone. Didn't embarrass myself by throwing up all over the place. Didn't even get a hangover (though I would have taken that over all these bites I got).
But... I enjoyed myself because of the alcohol. My coworkers there (it was a party for my boss's birthday) enjoyed talking to me... hanging with me... joking with me...
...because of the alcohol. One of them said how alcohol brings out the real me. Fun. Smiling. Laughing. Social.
...but that isn't the real me. It is the intoxicated me. They don't like me for me. They only liked the drunk me. The me that was the opposite of me. An illusion.
Sometimes I feel like it is the same here. Do you guys really like me? Or some image of me that you get from my writing that could never truly portray who I am in real life? If you really met me?
Want to know one of the most depressing things to think about? Every reason people have to like me. It is depressing because it is so short. I depressing. I'm anxious. A stick in the mud. Always tired, always down. A real bummer to hang out with. My humor, if I have any, is dry and apathetic. Dark at best. I'm not attractive to look at. I remind people of futility. Sadness. I have little energy to do anything. I lose focus. I lose interest. I'm always sick. I have no charm. No charisma. I'm not nearly as smart as I once was, and everyday I feel my intelligence slipping away. I complain a lot about things people don't care about. I'm paranoid. Nervous. I'm obsessive compulsive. I'm lazy. I'm very irritable. I find little enjoyment out of anything, even things I like... or used to like.
...just one... big... drag. One people only care about when under the effects of some drug or hiding who they truly are behind a computer.