Name: Ayame Kasagi
Rank: Trainee
Status: Concerned
Audio Log,
March 8th, 2015, 8 a.m. (Two hours after Operation Burning Heart)
I finally found out who went on the mission.....after they got back. Day late and ¥94 short, I suppose. I was glad to see Nukey was amongst them. I heard he made quite a fuss while I was gone, and this will hopefully keep him quite, at least until he's forced to sit out another mission. Scruffy went too, which I thought was odd after he just got back. I can understand why they'd rely on him like that, since he seems to be on the top of his game, I'm just worried they might be planning to use him until he breaks.
The two rookies on the mission did great. I'll be sure to congratulate when I see them next. Its always good to give positive feedback, especially in a high pressure environment like this. I heard the attendance rate in the psych ward has spiked since the first major mission.
I went to see Anna as soon as I got situated, I missed her in the time I was away.....hm, I just realized I'm starting to follow her like a High School crush. I haven't had a solid friend in so long, I hope she doesn't feel like I'm crowding her...
...♪ And we laughed
At the world
They can have their diamonds
And we'll have our pearls
I Kissed a g....♪
.....ahem, um...what was I....oh yeah, I saw a bunch of reporters, and I wanted to see if Anna thought it was wrong for them to be here as much as I did, and she agreed. I mean, its such a breach of security, and the perfect way for the enemy to infiltrate us, if they haven't already. In fact, there was this one reporter, he just felt wrong in some way. He was really tall, and sickly thin. He wore a suit like the guys in that American movie about the secret alien police, and he never took off his sunglasses, even in the dimly lit hallways. I brushed against him, and I felt a chill down my spine.
I wanted to ask Anna if she thought I should voice my concerns with the Commander, but she was in no mood to talk about him. She has every right to be upset about him sending so many resources towards the United States when panic is so rampant everywhere else. I'm lucky that the panic level in my birth place, China, is only level two, but Anna's home is level three. It's bad enough they're classifying Russia as being in Europe when the majority of it is located in Asia. Of course, why should I expect that much when I overhead the Commander mispronouncing my name. You'd think with us being based in Japan, he'd be able to pronounce a simple Japanese name like Ah-Yah-May.
I'll talk to her later. I don't like seeing that picture anyway. Крипы меня к черту. I just wish I could see the picture she sees. If its as good as the little sculpture she made of it, I'm sure its beautiful. Instead, I'm stuck with Artur's smug face.
I'm worried about the rumor going around that they're going to start building some kind of containment unit soon. The thought of one of those wài xīng rén on base doesn't only leave me concerned....it, it scares me. The amount of energy I lost from the fragments and dead sectoids would have killed me if not for Joseph and Anna, I don't want a live one on base. I know I'm being selfish, but I can't help it.
(Sigh) Speaking of Joseph, I didn't get a chance to talk to him earlier. He was talking to some little girl over the computer, probably a sister or niece. If that's the Jessica I've heard him talk about before, I owe him an apology for assuming it was a girl he was hitting on. I'm worried about him. Word is he's really troubled right now, and he's seen the head Psychiatrist twice in the last day alone. Maybe people have been a little hard on him, myself included. I've treated him like some dope without even knowing why he's here. I suppose I could hack into the computer to read his files, but I wouldn't want him to do it to me, and I wouldn't do it to Anna, so maybe I'll just ask him.