ShadowlessWanderer
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Personal History Audio Log 1
Name: William Davin
Fuck it. If I'm one of the ones that end up dead (there will be deaths. Its to be expected. I don't want to discourage anyone, but seriously. You are delusional if you think nobody's gonna die.) I want these logs to be released to someone. I honestly don't really care who ends up with them, I just want the story to get out there.
When I was growing up, I lived on the coast. Sun, sand and sea. My father was a fisherman, and my mother worked for a restaurant as a cook. She ran the bar a couple times on slow nights too.
My weekly schedule consisted of going to school, riding my bike to the restaurant, waiting for my father to come back from fishing and go home, eat dinner spend a little time talking about my day and off to bed. Rinse and repeat. Week ends weren't really different. Go play in the yard, do your chores, the usual child things. I never really had too many friends. it's not that I didn't want them, its just I never really knew how to start a conversation. I've always been content with staying in the background, just another face in the crowd. I really think it all changed after I got out of elementary school when I was 9. That moment will always haunt me. *wipes forehead and waits for almost 3 minutes before continuing* I remember being assaulted by two high-school students on my way to the bike rack after school. I was never much of a fighter so I got my ass handed to me. Broken arm, black eye, cracked ribs, I mean I got my ass handed to me. Somewhere in there I guess I just kinda snapped. I don't really remember much about what I did, but the next thing I know I'm holding a rock that's covered in blood, one of them is on the ground with his head split open and the other one is just staring at me in horror before running off. I....*breathes deeply*..I killed someone. But what really scares me more than anything is the knowledge that somewhere deep down, I enjoyed it. There's blood on my hands and it can never be washed off. Thing like that isn't easy to lug around. Everyone assured me it was self defense, but I'm still not sure. I promised myself that day I wouldn't harm another living thing if I could help it. Got into college, taught medical school for a bit, volunteered at the local shelters, and then met my late wife, Kristina as I was taking a break at the public library. Hell of a woman. Quiet, but willing to speak her mind when she wanted. Smart but had an amazing imagination. I don't know how many nights we spent just telling stories and discussing our thoughts on just about anything. Soft brown hair, beautiful sea-green eyes that you could just get lost in for ages. *A few minutes pass in silence* I......I'm gonna finish this later on. I.....I need a drink.
*The sound of a chair scraping the floor and footsteps are heard*
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Name: William Davin
Fuck it. If I'm one of the ones that end up dead (there will be deaths. Its to be expected. I don't want to discourage anyone, but seriously. You are delusional if you think nobody's gonna die.) I want these logs to be released to someone. I honestly don't really care who ends up with them, I just want the story to get out there.
When I was growing up, I lived on the coast. Sun, sand and sea. My father was a fisherman, and my mother worked for a restaurant as a cook. She ran the bar a couple times on slow nights too.
My weekly schedule consisted of going to school, riding my bike to the restaurant, waiting for my father to come back from fishing and go home, eat dinner spend a little time talking about my day and off to bed. Rinse and repeat. Week ends weren't really different. Go play in the yard, do your chores, the usual child things. I never really had too many friends. it's not that I didn't want them, its just I never really knew how to start a conversation. I've always been content with staying in the background, just another face in the crowd. I really think it all changed after I got out of elementary school when I was 9. That moment will always haunt me. *wipes forehead and waits for almost 3 minutes before continuing* I remember being assaulted by two high-school students on my way to the bike rack after school. I was never much of a fighter so I got my ass handed to me. Broken arm, black eye, cracked ribs, I mean I got my ass handed to me. Somewhere in there I guess I just kinda snapped. I don't really remember much about what I did, but the next thing I know I'm holding a rock that's covered in blood, one of them is on the ground with his head split open and the other one is just staring at me in horror before running off. I....*breathes deeply*..I killed someone. But what really scares me more than anything is the knowledge that somewhere deep down, I enjoyed it. There's blood on my hands and it can never be washed off. Thing like that isn't easy to lug around. Everyone assured me it was self defense, but I'm still not sure. I promised myself that day I wouldn't harm another living thing if I could help it. Got into college, taught medical school for a bit, volunteered at the local shelters, and then met my late wife, Kristina as I was taking a break at the public library. Hell of a woman. Quiet, but willing to speak her mind when she wanted. Smart but had an amazing imagination. I don't know how many nights we spent just telling stories and discussing our thoughts on just about anything. Soft brown hair, beautiful sea-green eyes that you could just get lost in for ages. *A few minutes pass in silence* I......I'm gonna finish this later on. I.....I need a drink.
*The sound of a chair scraping the floor and footsteps are heard*
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